CIB fest 2009
A forgiven sinner, and her daily notes :p
welcome to my life… :Pwelcome home
dear all,
welcome home!!
after making other blogs,
i think this is the most-comfortable-blog in the whole world! hihihi hiperbola
so,, decided to being loyal on this site,
welcome to my blog , n my new life !!
what a long time
fiuhhhhh,,,
guys, it’s been a long time, since my last blog :p
here, living my life,, it’s not that simple..
hanya sedikit yang tau,
seberapa keras saya berjuang, untuk tetap menyiapkan beberapa menit,
ditengah kesibukan yang tiba-tiba datang mendera
hanya sedikit yang tau,
seberapa banyak saya bergumul,untuk tetap menjaga integritas
di tengah kehidupan yang kadang-kadang serba relatif
hanya sedikit yang tau,
seberapa lama saya berpikir, sebelum mengambil keputusan
untuk tetap setia, walau berarti mundur selangkah
hanya sedikit yang tau…
dan ketika waktu terus berlari..
kesempatan semakin langka..
senyum jarang menyapa..
dan jam pun berkejar-kejaran…
ketika mungkin saya tidak mudah untuk ditemui,
ceirta cerita saya, tidak mudah untuk didengarkan,
blog-blog saya, memutuskan untuk bersembunyi.
bisakah tunggu sebentar?
saya bukannya berubah,,
tapi proses ini, memang hanya sedikit yang tahu :p…
berlari,,
Setiap pagi di Afrika,
Seekor rusa bangun,
Ia tau kalo ia harus berlari lebih cepat dari singa yang tercepat..
kalau nggak, ia bisa mati dimangsa..
Setiap pagi di Afrika,
Seekor singa bangun,
Ia tau kalau ia harus berlari lebih cepat daripada rusa terlamban..
kalau enggak, ia bisa mati kelaparan…
nggak penting apakah kamu mau jadi kaya rusa atau kaya singa,
kalau matahari terbit,
SEBAIKNYA KAMU MULAI BERLARI…!!!
inspiring…
I asked for strength.. and God gave me difficulties to make me strong..
I asked for wisdom and GOD gave me problems to solve..
I asked for prosperity.. and GOD gave me brain and brawn to work..
I asked for courage.. and GOD gave me obstacles to overcome..
I asked for love.. and GOD gave me troubled people to help..
I asked for favors.. and GOD gave me opportunities..
I received nothing I wanted but GOD gave me everything I needed…
"live life without fear..confront all obstacles..and know that GOD is standing by ur side in each step of the way"
I asked for strength.. and God gave me difficulties to make me strong..
I asked for wisdom and GOD gave me problems to solve..
I asked for prosperity.. and GOD gave me brain and brawn to work..
I asked for courage.. and GOD gave me obstacles to overcome..
I asked for love.. and GOD gave me troubled people to help..
I asked for favors.. and GOD gave me opportunities..
I received nothing I wanted but GOD gave me everything I needed…
"live life without fear..confront all obstacles..and know that GOD is standing by ur side in each step of the way"
more than what I asked………..
kebayang gak sih?
mulai dari seorang gadiss kecil,, yang berdoa sama BAPAnya,, dan minta sebuah rumah,, permintaannya sederhanaa,,, cumen minta kamarnya punya pintu yang berhubungan ama kamar papa mamanyaa,,, 
soalnya gadis kecil ini mayan penakut (mmmm bukan mayan sih, tapi sangattttttttttttt .. ).,,,, dan years latter,, i dont know how to explain.. yang pasti mama papanya beli rumah, yang memang pintu kamar anak ama pintu kamar org tua ada connecting door… tanpa sedikitpun renovasi …
a prayer answered..
seorang gadis remaja yang pengennnnnnn banget bisa jalan2 bareng keluarga,, dan again.. tiba2 mam pap ngajakin jalan2 sekeluarga,,, hihihi seneng buangettttttttttttttttt
again,, a prayer answered…
seorang anak kuliah yang berdoa dan bilang "Tuhan, pengen deh buat bokap nyokap bangga, dapet nilai mayan,, at least bisa buat bonyok bilang "gut job" dan bisa buat orang-orang liat klo saat teduh setiap hari itu,, gak cumen membangkitkan iman,, tapi memotivasi belajar,, dan klo doa itu,,, sesuatu yang didengarr …dan lulus dengan nilai yang mayan,, at least bisa buat bonyok bangga…
again, a prayer answered…
seorang anak yang mo mulai magang,, dan bermimpi magang di Yayasan Cinta Anak Bangsa,, sebuah yayasan anti drugs,, yang kayanya keren buanget! hehehe,, pengen ajah,, Tuhan,,pengen doin somethin yang sosial,, pengen kerja praktek yang fun,, dan deket rumah sodara.. dan YCAB yang kantornya di greenvile,, satu minggu sebelon kerja pindah kantor ke kantor yang jaraknya cyumen 5 rumah dari rumah sodara saya yang saya inepin… :P,,
a prayer answered,,, speechless-ly
seseorang anak baru lulus,, masih cupu,, pengen banget bisa kerja di tempat yang fun,, terus pengen deh bsia bawa mobil hauhauhauah biar gak usah ribet2 tapi yang ada di otaknya sehh "kasian yah si bokap,, udah harus beli ini itu banyak pengeluaran buangettt, segini ajah udah beryukur buangetttttttt buangettttttt buangett dehhhhhhhhh,,," tapiiiiiiiiiii,,, saya gak bilang mama papa saya kaya,, sama kali enggak, cumen mathematicnya dan kasihNya Tuhan itu emang sering out of the logic,, diitung2 ,, gaka bakalan cukup,, tapi sekali lagi,, kasihNya Tuhan itu melebihi mathematic! hehehehe
an answered prayer,, again…
percaya apa enggak,, sayalah bukti nyata bahwa Tuhan banyak memberi lebih dari yang saya bayangkan dan pikirkan,,, dan Tuha banyak memberi lebih daripada yang saya mintaa,, lebih!
akhir2 ini saya lagi ngerasa Tuhan tuh sayanggggggggggggggg banget ama saya hehehe bener2 semua yang saya minta dikaish ama Tuhan plus bonus2nyaa,, what can I say? tinggal pasangan idup sih ahuahuahuha gak deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,, boonk boonk,,,,,,,,,,,,,joke22,,,
tapi emang beneran,, huhuhuhu,, Tuhan tuh terlalu baik banget buat saya , oyosh, ko sin2, mom, n dad,, barusan, setelah saya menemukan seorang anak ex recis yang juga ternyata ikutan program di rcti dan bilang bahwa kerjanya fun… papa saya ngelus2 kepala saya sambil bilang " Tuhan sayank banget yah yaa sama kamu,, semuanya dikasih,, semuanya disiapin,,dan saya cumen bisa bilang "always pap,, selalu,, dan lebih dari yang pernah Ia mintaa,,, "
mmmmmmmmmm curious about Tuhannya ia? hehehee ask me for details, guys! hehehe
20 things about me, and not that important hehehe
yeaph,, yeaph,, like u read,, NOT THAT IMPORTANT…..
so guyss,, if u dont have much time, bussy doin something, and always do something important,, just close the window,,, :p.. coz this is just somethin about me :p……………………
1. I am a very moody gal, I can be so nice,, and so "GALAK" at the same time,, soooo unpredictable!! dan cuaca kadang2 ikut berperan dengan keadaan mood saya hehehe :P,,,
2. basically, I am a cheerful person, I laugh alot, whenever and wherever, ’til sometimes I trully feel that I laugh TOO MUCH! hehehe
3. I am not that type of skinny gal,, sometimes I don’t eat, but not because of the diet.I eat alot, when I really want to eat. I rarely eat rice, but always eat fruitss,,ALWAYS! hehehe and,, my DIET PROGRAM allow me to eat ice cream, everwhen i want, hehehe
4. I can be so talkative, and "pendiem" at the same time,, when I meet talkative people , I prefer to be more "pendiem",, just to balance life,, .. for me, talkative +talkative = ANNOYING !!!!
5. I LOVE "COLD THINGS ".. hauhauhaa,, maksudnya suka semua yang dingin2, mulai dari cheap ice cream, ampe expensive ice cream, mulai dari es mambo, es campur, es puter, es teler, sampee,, es batu ! hehehehe
6. I prefer lilies than roses,,, for me , lilies are the most wonderful flower in the wholeworld,, not just because of the shape, but also the colour, and the smell,,lilies will be my wedding-bouquet.
7. I prefer sms-es than voice calls,, i dont know why,, but for me, with sms, we can talk more honestly, and with sms, we can practise our finger hahahaha
8. I rarely call people, friends, n cousin just to say "hi, how are you?". My cousin always says that I am not a caring gal,, well I just think that a text msg is enough to say that I care hihihi :P..well I’m trying to be a more-caring gal,, so guyss,, don’t be confused when sometimes I call you, just to say "hi,, ?"
9. I can sleep easily, everywhere,,, at home, at my cousin’s home, at class, at my cousin’s car, just everywhere… I need to sleep 8 hours a day… less than that.. i get angry easily, :p..
10. when sms-ing with people,, i usually fall asleep… terutama after 10 P.M… well what to say? my sleep time is around 10 pm.. but when I have a partner,, I usually sleep at 11.00, just want to share the nite with him for suree :P..mm just for your info,, sleep at 11 pm for me is consider "BEGADANG "
11. I wake up at mid-nite,, just to eat an orangee,, I don’t know why,, but for mee,, eating an orange in the middle of your sleep is just FUN hehehe
12. I love kerupuk putih yang udah masuk angin,, when people eat it in their GARING time,, I need more time to make them "MELEMPEM karena masuk angin" .. and then eat them ,mm declicious hahaha
13. I am running a small-friendly WO business,,and no mark-up in my business,, so guysss if u are planning to marry,, hauhauah just call me….
14. I loves my family so much,, for me they are the greatest thing GOD ever created… and having a family like them, for me is the greatest privilege from DAD ABOVE.. after having an eternal life of coz
15. I love my GOD, but i still making mistakes … all that I know that still, with all of my failings HE loves me..
16. I’m not smoking, and I hate people, who smoke EVERYWHERE, like thre’s no one arround THEM !!!
17. I ask alot, I always curious about something,, I want a very detail explanation about everything hahaha
18. I am not that type of "full-make up " gal,, I do make up when I want to do it,, I can go everywhere I want, without any make up on my face,,, :P yup gua bisa keluar rumah tanpa make up, tanpa baju yang perfecto, dan tanpa hair-do yang memukau,, for me "kumel time " is also a great time ,,,
19. I do hair spa, I do lulur, but I dont get addicted to it hehehe :p
20. I am a very complicated gal.usually people will missjudge me at first time,, then getting to know the real me after 3 months probation hahaha
bubyeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!! will miss it :P
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
time to say gutbyee,,,
buat waktu2 di belakang cublicle.. hehehe maenin internet, cari gambar2 baguss,,imel2an ama si eric n cie phin, n veisu, n ko sin, n cie deb,, hehehe
buat waktu2 di cilantro berdua cie phin,, makan dim sum,,mmm great strawberr teaaaa (huaaaaaaaaa,, jadi pengennnnnnnn !!!!),, dan mmmmm 6 buah kue onde yang dimakan berdua, ampe kenyang banget cenderung eneg !!! hihihi
buat waktu2 di shangrilla,, muter2 cari taksi,, atau sekedar nongkrong n chit chat about many thingss,, :P,, keketawaan gak jelas n nungguin si ko irvan dateng ! hehehe,, dan mmmmmmm gangguin orang pacaran ! again!
buat waktu2 makan siang hehehe :P,, dan diakhii dengan makan es podeng bareng si indri n nina huaaaaaaaaaaa will miss u alot ! hehehehe :P). uneak bangettttttttttt…….
waktu2 nungguin shuttle bus di sudirman park,, sendirian!!!! malem2,,, sambil dingin2,, dengerin i pod,, (believe it or not, it was such a great time )… bisa mikirin banyak hal,,, contact2in temen lama yang udah gak tau kemana,, dan ngobrol ama BAPA,, yeaph,,,,, dan dingin2,, sambil dengerin those romantic songs hauhauhauhauaa
waktu2 bobo di shuttle bus hehehe :P,,wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kangennnnnnnnn hihihihi
n for those new pople, who have entered my lifee… "THANK YOU" for colouring my lifee,, mm indri, edu, nina, lina, eva, cita, shiely, cynthia, so much thankss,, for being such a great lunch-time partners,, friends,,n mentors.. hehehe :P.. will miss you alot,guys !!!
noww,, time to prepare my self,, for a bigger responsibility.. :P.. am I readyy????
